Update: The psychiatrist told me its best for me to stay on prozac throughout the summer and to continue therapy for 6 months. The combination really helps but I didnt think this would ever be my life. I wish things were simpler like they were before i had to grow up. growing up is hard and i always feel like im so alone and no one else knows what im going through. i have emma and liz to talk to but they cant physically feel what i feel inside. i dont feel sad anymore and i know its because of the prozac. i want to be happy on my own. this just isnt fair.
it’s so amusing how offended people get when you’re comfortable with yourself. it’s been so great over the past few months watching people love themselves more. i love selfies and nudes and i love when girls call themselves queens and act like they’re the hottest thing on the planet and if anyone calls you self centered or pretentious blow them the biggest kiss and carry on.